The Starting Line Follow

Have I thought about
What things in life mean to me ?
Is this how other people see ?
Some sympathetic words would do,
I'll reconsider what I thought I knew.
It's too far down the road to see.
I want nothing better than days of before,
Now what's in store ?
I can't say that I don't want it any other way.
I guess I just can't say.

I looked straight up all day
And watched the twilight fade away,
Life moves way too fast for me.
One small fraction of the truth
Grew into what ended me and you,
Truth is what you did for me.

I can feel things getting better,
I know what it is that's holding me in place,
But it's such a waste of time,
It's wasting all my time.
A little word called indecision,
Nothing less than my best.

I want nothing better than days of before,
Now what's in store.
I can't say that I don't want it any other way,
I can't say goodbye