Neverending White Lights Follow

In better days I've been known to listen

I go to waste all my time is missing

I'm mapping out my ending,

it's never gonna happen now

These things are condescending

with everybody backing down

You pray to stars that can help you get by

And all at once you forget to try

I'd go there if you let me,

they're never gonna find me now

My life is always empty

and in and out of doubt

You're not coming back for me, these things they will never be

I'm so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong

I'll get back to you,

God knows I try,

but I still lose

And I get back to you,

these days run by,

but I still lose

Angels say they can make you suffer

They give and take like a vicious lover

When all this loses meaning,

You'll never want it back somehow

Awake but still I'm dreaming

And never waking up

Alone...Where I'm not alone