Jann Arden Follow

I'm just living â€~cause I'm obligated
I keep trying â€~cause I've got to get it right
I pull the trigger but I hesitate
Lying here beside myself

I go to work â€~cause I've got nothing going
I count the hours by the second in my head
The guy beside me's gonna drive me crazy
Talking â€~bout his children like that

I read the paper on the bus I ride home
I see the pictures of the people who are dead
And I imagine what it must be like to
Just lay down all your debts

Everybody's gotta find a God they love
Everybody's gotta figure out the end
No one can tell you how to live forever

I go to work just to avoid tomorrow
And I'm afraid that I am losing all my hair
I told the doctor just to medicate
The part of me that still is here

Drinking water with my whiskey these days
I'm watching William beam himself around the stars
I call my mother every second Sunday
We talk about how good things are
We talk about how good things are
How good things are
We talk about how good things are

We talk about how good things are
We talk about how good things are

I'm just living â€~cause I'm obligated
I keep trying â€~cause I've got to get it right
I pull the trigger but I hesitate